| he left me yall..this morning....he went to boot camp. fort leonard wood in missouri. he left at 4:30 this morning...i am very very sad. i need lots and lots of attention. keep me busy. its hard having a fiance be away from you for so long. yes i am engaged. its hard so yeah.
we have not spent a day apart. he hav enot fought in the past 2 and a half month. its going to be extremly hard on the both of us. please keep him in your prayers and pray this time will go by FAST. |
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| daniel....is thinking about going into the army...this makes me sad cause i will never see him..but i am encouraging him becuase i want him to do what he wants and fulfill his dreams because if he doesnt he will live the rest of his life wondering why he didnt do what he really wanted.therefore i have decided that i am okay with being depressed without my dannybear..i will be sad but at least he is doing what he wants..i will hopefully get to see him more than i think i will. i am only 3 hours away from his mom so i can go be with her when im really sad and lonely..and his brother lives like 10 minutes away from me. and jennifer. it still makes me sad. |
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| so homecoming was okay..the dance was boring..so me and daniel left early..liiikkeee 9:30..lol. dinner was good. we went to johnny carinos...i freaking love that place. oh and the cheesecake was good. yyuuuummmmm. i finally got pictures of us together! so yeah i will have daniel put the pictures on my computer for me..lol
me and my mom are moving next weekend. into a house..yay...and im actually in Langham district so i wont need a transfer anymore. and i am closer to daniel..and a taco bell. lol. now that homecoming is over its time to start preparing for prom. i am going to have an ice blue cinderella dress.. i have it pictured in my head and omg its gonna be perfect.i have to get my dress special made though. oh well i have the money to do it.
my prom dress looks better on me at homecoming than it did prom..gahh you will see later. i need ot take a shower the glitter in my hair is itchy |
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| things you should know
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great |
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| so last night was the best ever. daniel gave me a promise ring! its so preettty..and yes ladies and gents..its real. i didnt ge to se ehim today except for 30 minutes and it made me sad. i wanted to see him longer cause i had a very tiring and stressful day.
i have been stressed out alot lately but i doesnt bother me as badly as it used to. i am stressed out at work becauses there is so much. i finally got them caught up on their filing. thank god. they were 2 months behind. and i get to catch up this month too so hopefully i will get that done next week. gah.
i love daniel. i really do. i am glad i am with him cause he makes me feel wonderful. i love all of our plans too. when i graduate and such. and college. i am going to finish my 2 years in community college fast so me and him can go to ut and move to austin. i love austin.
i get to meet his mommy soon. yay. im kinda nervous cause i can tell she is one of the people who actually care who dates her son. and i want her to like me cause i want to be with her son.
ok well i need to finish my english dialouge so i will write later. |
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